you must be such a fool to pass me by.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 06:48:46 GMT

umm..i LOVE eminence skin products..my skin has never felt this awesome :D..
also, i should start packing for NJ but..you know me, i will probably do it on monday haha.
what else, hmmm..idk...
i dont want it to be v-day :(.
i hate being valentine-less. lol

ugh.

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 07:37:38 GMT

parents argued today. so so soo annoying to be in the middle of everything!
i hate that I have to be the damn adult! and they act like little kids.
anyway.

my weekend SUCKED.
i really wanted to go for sushi tonight, but i didn't.
maybe tomorrow..

anyway, today work was very very busy. i worked 9 hours and did not get a lunch :(.
drank lots of green tea and chamomille tea.
i might be addicted haha.
i'm also addicted to american rag jeans from macys. theyre awesome!
i'm addicted to black jeans too..lol

ummm..well i should go to bed now. i have to wake up at 8 tomorrow :(.
goodnight<3

happy new year.

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 06:03:15 GMT

wow! i cannot believe 2008 is over. it's insane, really.
so many things have happened this year. woooow.
i'm really looking forward to 2009..
i wanna start off fresh..
my resolutions are...to lose weight, of course, like every other year, only this time i HAVE to since i'm gonna be in Kelly's wedding in July..and i dont wanna look like a cow :[.
two, i want to learn French, or another language, i haven't made up my mind..but French would be cool, Lionel at work, (he's french), he said he'd help me. haha.
three, i want to save up money to eventually get a new car. Mini cooper or jeep. idk yet.
four, i want to start doing hair...
i want to.. stop feeling sorry for myself.. i don't wanna feel like i need Chris to do everything..:( i want to appreciate what i DO have more often, and remind myself that things can be much worse.
i want to...go dancing, learn how to walk in 4 inch heels, i want to..learn sign language, i want to stop spending my money on things I DON'T NEED. specially food..
i am going to start eating healthy. and..exercising regularly. i can do it. i totally can.
i'm gonna start running at least 3 times a week.
i want to do Bikram Yoga!
WOW. i want to do so many things. so many.

2008 was an okay year, i mean..i got back with chris (in march), i got my cosmetology license, i got a job, i started doing makeup at my job, i lost..5 lbs, haha..ashley & kelly got engaged! & thanya and i FINALLY had our birthday party, after..like..5 years of wanting one! :) anyway,
I hope 2009 is an awesome for everybody!
There were SO many good memories this year, and i hope 2009 is even better!

♥

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 22:40:16 GMT

i dont get my period for like 309843974 months, and when i do get it, it hurts like shit!
:'( wahhhh!! oh AND my boobs hurt so bad too!

and i'm very, very cold!
and i want it to rain! dammit, sky! rain!

Day 1

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 22:39:03 GMT

Today is the first day of our diet and Its going okay. I was starving!! But I just ate this tiny salad :( and water for lunch. Idk what I'll have for dinner. I want to win this so bad!!!

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 06:24:07 GMT

on friday my diet begins.
i don't wanna say much cause i don't wanna jinx it..
but i'm gonna work my ass off!
today i bought my running shoes. woowoo :D

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 08:06:31 GMT

This is honestly the worst feeling in the world. I just wanna die. I'd give anything to fix things. Anything. I can only do and say so much...

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 18:43:16 GMT

i seriously COULD NOT be happier about Obama winning!
i really do think he's gonna turn things around and make this a better country.

I, of course, voted NO ON PROP 8. and hoped that everybody else would.
and i am so, so sad that many people voted yes.
i can't believe people are so ignorant and cynical.
i read this morning that the majority of blacks and latinos voted yes on 8.
and .. you would think that after years and years of facing discrimination themselves they would do the right thing and support equality, for EVERYBODY.

:(

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:38:38 GMT

"If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was."

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 05:48:56 GMT

so i guess some things are just not meant to be.
you cant force things to happen..
you can't make people act them how you want them to act..
and you can't change a person unless they want to change.
and you know what, that's fine.
i enjoyed EVERY second of it. all of it.
i don't regret anything at all.
i'm gonna miss it. i really am.
no one has ever made me feel the way he did.
i am so, so sad it didn't work out like i thought it was going to.
i had so much planned for us..so many things i wanted to do.
i guess this just isn't our time. our lives are probably a little too different right now..
and i don't blame him for being the way he is or for wanting to do the things he wants to do.

now i just want to keep myself busy.
i want to be so busy that i won't have time to be depressed.
and i won't have time to cry and drive myself crazy.

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 06:41:50 GMT

oh god, where to start..
okay soooo...work is suuuuper slow! economy = very shitty, that means less hours for everybody! :(
but whatever, its not TOO bad..
ive also been hitting the gym...at least 4 times a week, and eating pretty much my lame little salads..well theyre not lame, i actually like them. haha...and yogurt, cereal, fruit..and thats it! ..for the most part.

i'm excited for our bday party.
not so excited for my bday. or christmas. or halloween..or thanksgiving.
i really, really don't want this year to end as shitty as last year did.
i am so scared of that happening again. :[.

anyway, tegan and sara were amazing.
weird-dancing, drunk, annoying girls RIGHT NEXT TO YOU..not so much. :[

okay

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 07:39:13 GMT

i am determined to lose weight by my birthday. even if its just 5 lbs. i have to start off somewhere.
it really wont be easy but i can do it.
i've been trying to eat 2000 calories a day. which is the average i guess.
ive been going to the gym often...last week was going great until i got sick for like 3 days. but this week, i'm back on track!!
i'm gonna start exercising with my co-workers and by myself if i have to.
i'm really doing this,
i feel like for once, i'm really, really commiting to this.
i'm doing it for me.
:]

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 06:57:22 GMT

i super love this weather. its been so awesome. except for wednesday..freaking 90 something degree weather..errrr.
anyway..today i got a stupid flat tire!
but chris and his awesome dad and brother fixed it for me! xD
i also got my period today, i hadn't gotten it in like..3 months..so yeah it was weird but not too weird cause it always happens.
umm what else, work was alright, not too slow..
i'm really looking forward to this week, gym again..hopefully busier at work.

also, thanya and i are celebrating our birthdays this year and it seems like we are having a party!
party of the year, of course! bahaha..:D
it's gonna be awesome..we're gonna go check out the place on tuesday, yayayay.

AND i cannot believe halloween is coming up..in like a week and a half. that's insane!
i'm gonna be an indian. we have to dress up at work and stuff, this halloween i wanna do something..idk what, but..something fun!

i'm really looking forward towards my next two days off!
even though last week i had FOUR days off cause of my damn cold >:O.
but...i love my days off. especially not having to be woken up by an alarm!
ahh..yummy..
:)
oh, one more thing, Planet Earth is AMAZING. best show ever. Planet Earth on HD is even more amazing...<3..

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 17:15:07 GMT

you know your birthday is coming up when livejournal announces it on the bday list! wooooot
i cant believe its already october thats insane!
where did this year go?
i will be twenty in a month and a half! ahh!

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:17:29 GMT

aw today was awesomee! i love my days off..i love chris liz day! haha..
what i didn't love was the fakinnn heat! ugh sldjdhuwihedsihdsk.
not cool.
but anyway, we saw hellboy II, and then we went to subway..we also went to the mall before that..and..all these things..:D
i love my pumpkin head..
i'm so crazysmittenlydeliciouslysweetelyhappily in love with him. :D
he makes me happy like no other! awww..yes..:)
i'm so glad everything's going great.
♥

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 09:42:15 GMT

i haven't posted mainly because i forget...and because i never know what to write.
anyway, i am STARVING! I don't even know why i'm still up!
well, i was actually cleaning my room a bit..
i took like..a zillion breaks though cause i was watching tv haha!
so it took me like 3904 hours to clean!
and now i'm watching kill bill. yayayay.
tomorrow i'll be home alone until about 6pm..
ill sleep in, hopefully it'll be super cloudy and cold! and then..ill go to the gym..
come back, shower, clean the house a bit, eat...and maybe take a nap..watch movies..haha.
i love my days off.

um, i can't wait to get paid..
even though ill be broke again!
i have to pay my mom and then i have to pay my phone bill..
it's okay though..:]

tuesday is hang out day with chris haha..:D
i always look forward to our days off, even if we don't have anything planned..
i always have fun with him.

oh yeah & i love white bed sheets and stuff..
it makes me feel SO relaxed and yummy.
:)

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 06:12:47 GMT

today was cool!
i was busy at work, made some money..which i really need!..
went to shannon's bday party thing. super fun. super delicious food. super cute place!
super fun coworkers and super awesome boyfriend :D.
i love it!
i'm ready to go to bed...and..hopefully catch up on my sleep! :D

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 08:53:32 GMT

i should REALLY be sleeping...not blogging...but mehh.
i gotta get up at 9 tomorrow and go to the gym for a bit..then come home, shower and get to work.
i havent been to the gym in a while but i plan on going more often again..
tomorrow work 12-8. i'm not sure how i feel about those hours..
i love getting more sleep but i HATE getting off so late :/..

anyway, today work was sloooooow...
but I had pho afterwards..delicious pho! :D
thennnn...i had carrot cake, which i never knew i liked!
ummm...my room is almost done!
as soon as i get paid, i'm gonna run (not drive), to Urban Outfitters and buy some cute stuff for my walls & stuff. lol..

uhh...i looove my iphone..boredom is not part of my vocabulary anymore. lol kiddingg!
OH! &&&&& my birthday's coming up!
the big 2 - 0 !!
this year i really wanna do something...:/
but thats what i say EVERY year..hahah.

okay, well...i'm very tired now. goodnight betches..

:(

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:09:37 GMT

So I found this program on my phone that let's me update my lj. Yayy. Anyway, I was sitting at my desk and I heard a buzzing sound... So I opened my courtains and assumed there'd be a fly or something and I look up and there's this huge black bug!!! :( it's like a huge roach ! I'm scared :( last time one of those went inside daisy's room it was too creepy :'(.

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:21:00 GMT

my iphone should be in my hands within a week, hopefully!
i cannot wait..ahhH!! :D :D :D

hooker's going back home tomorrow and i wish i wouldve had more time to hang out with her.
:(
but now i have to go visit her yayayayyayay.
sooon.

um work tomorrow 10-6 :(. not coool!

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:27:31 GMT

wooowoo
my work week is over. monday and tuesday are alllll for me!
i go back to work on wednesday.
i got to paint my nails today. cause i dont do that as often. only when i have 2 or 3 days in a row off.
hahah thats silly.
anyway, so this week was awesome. i made moneeey. today i got a $.50 raise.
i also went to target today and returned some jeans.
lost my favorite earring, but then found it.
found some awesome shorts..didn't have a tag. they were on sale for $4.90.
also got some mango sorbet, gum and...thats it.
came home, watched camp rock. ( yes, you can point at me and laugh). lol.
oh and i didn't finish watching it by the way.
chris, daisy & i went to my dad's and ate lots, and lots of tacos. jk.
i am exhausted.
my back is killing me. and so are my hands.
if anyone knows of a good massage place, let me know.
oh and sleeping at least 8 hours, is making my skin awesome. i looove it. :D

oh, i saw walle last night. and it's awesome.
beyond awesome. cutest, funniest movie.
i also can't wait to go to disneyland!
..and the aquarium.
:D

life is good right now.
i want it to stay like this.

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 07:43:12 GMT

"I can't trust woman. I mean.. how can you trust something that bleeds for 5 days and doesn't die?"

hahaha.
..and this is when i hate being a girl. starting today, until maybe...sunday. :(

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:23:16 GMT

:)
today was awesome, awesome and more awesome!
yesss.
umm..got up, had breakfast with chris..
took a nap at the park for like two hours...went to target, looked at some cars and then met up with ashley & sergio for lunch.
and it was just awesome-er after that haha.
:D
i'm so happy she's here already yayayayay.
:) :) :) :)

i have a feeling this is gonna be an awesome summer, despite the damn 304930483 degree weather ughhh.
i want to go to disneyland soon, like VERY soon...

um anyway.
everything's good. so far at least.
work is great...
for some reason i've become very paranoid about little things.
..like..getting at least 8 hours of sleep, drinking water, washing my face every morning and night, taking care of my hair, my nails, wearing sunblock everyday, but
i wish i was paranoid about my weight. lol and what i eat. ughhh.

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:34:03 GMT

okay, mother nature needs to make up her mind. it's either hot all day or cold all day. haha
no but i'm appreciating the cold weather at night. i love it.
um today was pretty cooool.
except for the part that i had to wake up early.
i went to a Bare Escentuals class in Costa Mesa with two of my coworkers.
i loooved it.
We got breakfast, and lunch..and.. i learned a lot.
At the end we got free products! yaaaay!
I got umm...a lip gloss, cleanser, eye cream, a brush and an eyeshadow. awesome!

anyway,
so daisy is here from new jersey. and we've been getting along so far.
i have a feeling we're gonna get along just fine. i hope so. haha.
umm...my aunt sent me a bunch of makeup too yaaay.
im so ugly that people just beg me to put makeup on.
lol

:( saddd.
um, i just watched PS I LOVE YOU and it was the saddest movie...i was bawling. :(
and now i'm tired.
i need some sleep.

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 08:20:09 GMT

you people do not understand how much i HATE this hot weather.
if i had the money/time/blah blah to go to alaska and skip summer i seriously would.
arggghh. (it is cold over there right now right? haha)

i miss my mamaaaa. and i miss Rudy.
Daisy gets here tomorrow..
and..i don't work until..thursday..and..tuesday i have a bare minerals class. i'm excited mhhhmm.

Oh! my dad fixed my car's AC today, and it's awesome.
This makes everything a little tiny bit better.
:D

alkhdjlskjds idk what to write anymore.
i'm tired.
aannddddd i might need a new tv soon...mine's acting up.
motherfuckkerrrrrrrrrr.

goodnight my babies.